She claims V. never really
played the cello, it played him,
making of him an instrument of melancholy.
Cigarettes rolled in a T-shirt sleeve,
dark hair feathered with olive oil,
his were the deep-sunk eyes
women dreamed in compact mirrors.
On good days, he spoke
of the largess of America, Hollywood,
a restaurant with his name in lights.
On bad, even Lucifer must
carry his own bible.
Of the final time
she saw him: his hands, their long, sad
fingernails, a filterless twirled
like Fred Astaire’s cane.
He asked for a twenty spot,
swore he was aces. In the car idling
under a streetlamp, a fedora
in a raccoon collar sucking a toothpick.
The photo she keeps on the fireplace mantel
captures him tottering at the edge
of the frame, as if about to capsize
into obsolescence, face down in a ditch
or on a train to a land
of a long, untranslatable curse.